8 10 2011

I keep having dreams about him. I fell asleep early because I was really short on sleep this week and that can make me emotional so I figured that going to bed was a good choice. Little did I know that my subconscious would have plans of its own. I dreamt about our breakup, packing stuff up, dividing stuff again and essentially finding out through his phone that he was dating a skinny blonde. I felt happy for him buy jealous in the dream and I know that it will be devastating to be replaced by each other when we get to that point. We went from thinking we would spend the rest of our lives together to being apart in the same town, just blocks apart geographically but great spans of space apart emotionally. I just want to stop thinking about him, to stop missing him. I know I’ll always love him but I want the longing to end.




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